All in all, you're just another brick in the wall.

Everyone ends up being another one of those people you dread becoming. Finally. A normal, ordinary kid studying, eating..surviving..and all the other things you could possibly do. Umm..I guess you get what I mean. Some other 'things' which are worth mentioning here, better not be seen here. We could do without a little er...bloodshed :p

Ever wonder how a little 'thing' could mean the world to a person and absolutely 'nothing' to someone else? It hurts. And being judgemental on the same thing can prove to be fatal. Very, very dangerous.

So what's up is that I'm trying to live without the 5 things I can't live without. Correction--"couldn't" live without. As far as I can remember, I've removed them from my profile..they were..
1. Music 24x7 {Believe me...this is the hardest part}
2. Friends {Who cares? About me that is.}
3. The Net {This is strictly optional}
4. Dingo The Darlin' Doggie {That's hard too:( }
5. You-know-who? You know who? {He knows who, you don't need to know who}

The YKH has faded into nothingness or that's what it seems to be. Anyway, these are the plans for the coming days. And for those who say that I should make plans, be organized, "I don't do anything". Hello! Wake up! This is Something. Ciao, everyone!

I'm back...finally!

Ever fallen in love with two persons at the same time? The Someone...and yourself?
It's as if you win even if you lose and...you never lose :p
What was that supposed to mean?

It's impossible to find some peace anywhere...in school. Is there no-one who can knock some sense into the classmates? What would they get out of studying Math 10 hours a day? And it is very, very important to take their "books" to the library. Hello! That's what we go to the library for, idiots! The "books" are not books, there's just word after word, line after line, page after page of meaningless crap. No peace. Talking about the numbers is more important than writing something quietly, without cursing themselves. Why do they even start with it in the first place? Especially, if the librarian doesn't care for anything more than gossping in her loudest voice, why would the Friends even care to listen to a poor girl who's trying to get to read a couple of pages? Everyone's out to kill me. I swear.

Half an hour ain't enough for anything except talking on the phone. But even that usually continues after a break, when the Mums forget about the bill thingies. Hehe.
And no...no gossiping. Ahem..girly gossiping. I mean the Stuff. You know..yeah.

About two more hours to go for the best one hour of the day. Tennis! Till then..happy daydreaming and making your dreams come true. Literally. Ciao! Everything's possible..

This is it! It is..it is! Yay!

It kinda paid off...change is good. Good, good. Hmm.

Over-confidence ain't good, not for an English test...or anything else ;)

Umm...so finally someone tried to change Bollywood music! Yay! I wouldn't ever be happier..actually for once, no Hip Hop etc. Except for some other songs which I won't like to listen to again. Don't force me to do anything which you won't like me to do. I can get angry at times. Everyone, please listen to all this songs of Metro. Pretty please! :)

Is anyone here superstitious enough to not to cut their nails beacuse they think that longer their nails, more marks they get on their test. Hehe, funny. But it is kinda true if you take my case. My nails compared to someone else's...some competition. I won. Got .75 more if you wanted to know ;) Cool eh?

And then is it really funny to discuss stuff with the Someone if it's not at all "romantic" Sheesh. We could do with a little more fun here. Dragon Ball Z did rock and will always rock, card Captors too. Forever. Unconventional is what it is. That's it...we love this. You talk about the future and your plans if that's only what you can think of. We're atleast trying to stabilise this for as long as possible. Face it, it isn't possible to go too far of you don't like Football. No, no...very bad. Football is better than Cricket.

You know who I'm talking about? You know? You know? You know?? He's the best :p

Hmm...hyper hyper. Me! Hehehe...okay. So now, serious. Hehe, serious! Me crazy! Don't ask.

I'm just writing this right now because if I don't I'd regret it later...and believe me this is the first time I'm doing something like this. I always make regrettable decisions. Have always been doing that. So just forget about the effects...we'll see that later. Or never, hopefully..

First things first...I'm me..or that's what I tried to be and was good at it. Was very good at it...almost perfect. But something or someone, in this case made me question myself. If I think about the old me, it would seem insulting. Like, I'm not supposed to change. I'm me. I love myself. I'll always be me. Don't pretend to be someone else. Right.

So what's so wrong about being the quiet kid? The shy kid? I don't think there's anything wrong with this..or being individualistic, Being solipsistic and even non conformist comes later. And I know that's me. This doesn't really relate but...it does.

Who feels like opening the windows, dance, laugh,let the sun shine on your face, etcetera? Everyone does, not me. 'Coz I was just being myself..all the time, as yet.

I've been ignored a hundred thousand times and if someone doesn't talk to you once, ignores you, doesn't seem to notice you...you get angry..you do.

What makes me different? I don't even think about it twice..and there it is. Do whatever you want, I won't care. "CARE" is what I don't get. Like, who cares! I do...I know I do..you don't though. Thank you. Merci beaucoup, mon ami. Or whoever you are.

I do what I like, you do what you like. Then...bang! There it is...you and me, Don't go together. It's either your way or mine. So for once, let me write, for once..I'm giving myself away. Change is Good. Hope it is. I won't mind coming back to the useless me. That's what I'm good at. I'd try to be normal...nice...and goodbye solipsism, I'm not myself anymore. The world decides, the person does. You don't exist anymore...not if you belong to someone...someone belongs to you. I don't know what I just typed here...but no questions please. But, why not? I'm not supposed to live in peace. One more day tomorrow, let's see if I murder myself or not.

Sweet Sacrifice - Evanescence

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What I've Done - Linkin Park

What I've Done - Linkin Park Clip !
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I'm bored. Not. Atlast!

Almost one month now...and can you believe it?! I'm in class 10...and I didn't know that this was supposed to happen so soon. Like, wait for a few more years. What happened to your patience?

Time to study. Hehe. Believe it or not, three people have told me not to study till 4 months before the Boards because it'd be just a waste of time. All hail, seniors! Good advice, thankyou :)

Shakesperean after-effects...if we lived in that era...People wouldn't ever fail in English, considering the grammar then. Don't believe me?Do read any of his works. You'll understand. Stupid me, I thought we'd role play or something like that but the teacher must really like reading and telling us the meanings, this wasn't supposed to be boring. Only if we'd have read the chapter. Anyway, it's done now. The questions remain...

Umm, yeah! Cricket!! Muah...I love you people. NOT. I don't think Bermuda has any chances to win against Bangladesh. But mircales do happen :) Let's see...but everyone's not as lucky as me right.

More later, I have some work. Work, really. Take care!